

ElectromagnetismElectricity is what I feel. An unexpected spark, sometimes I feel this can't be real. Your not what I expected nor what I wanted, But this electricity is hard to deny though I must, It's not right. There are too many reasons why this could never work, should never work, yet I find myself drawn closer. I snap back to what is and what can never be,Electromagnetism
but this spark, this electricity, this magnetism brings me back. Back next to you.
This isn't right, yet it is getting harder to fight this force, harder to deny it, harder to think clearly, rationally. Harder to say no. This spark g


The Toughest TimeWhen I need you the most you weren't there. You didn't understand it wasn't that you didn't care. It was something you had never been through and most likely never will. It was a time for confusion as well as pain. You didn't know how to act or what to say, so you just went away. Your actions still baffle me to this very day. When I needed you the most you went away.The Toughest Time


THE GIRLI'm one of a kind or so I've been told. Special, a pleasure to have known. I make you laugh and forget your problems,THE GIRL
but what about mine.
I tell jokes and goof around but what about the girl inside? The girl you don't know, one who is emotional, vulnerable, and ready to cry.
You think you know me but thats a joke. You only know the show I put on for everyone of someone whose happy, confident, and secure. I wanna trust you I wanna let you know the girl whose emotional, vulnerable and ready to cry.
I need your help to become the girl you think I am, happy, confident, and secure.


PainWhy does it feel like rain when it is so bright outside? I should be happy but all I feel is pain. I have no home to call my own The home I once knew now inhabits someome so cold. A pain in my heart grows stronger each day, it may fade but it is only a temporary fix. It comes back to remind me still, this house is not my own. There are times when I feel things may change I look forward to a brighter day. A day where I can call this house my own, free of the one who is so cold. He shall be nowhere in sight and take with him my pain thatPain
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